I wake up in the middle of the night to see what is there. It is so dark that I can't see anything in front of me,however I am able to hear what is going on around me. All of a sudden I feel like I am surrounded by a thick cloud of water and ice to the point where I can't feel a thing or even hear a thing. Meanwhile I am in my bed asleep not knowing what is happening inside my head until I open my eyes wide and start screaming. No one is around to see I keep gasping for breath as though the nightmare is real and the real life that I have is just a story from a book. I keep gasping until I turn blue in the fac. Eyes feel like they are going to pop out of my skull like pebbbles from a plastic bag;however my heart isn't beating at all. At one point of my cold nightmare I feel like I am dead and alive all at the same time. Dead because I am living the nighmare in real life and alive,for the fact that I am in denial for have this such dream. I then start thrashing,scatching,and even tearing out my hair because I can't stand what is happening in this hellish nightmare that I have spawned my head. Then I start screaming again,again,and the again until I am slautered from the inside out (inside my head and body). Although I try to break free i can't, because my inner demons have me captive like a cat in the jaws of a devilish serpant. The thing is the nighmare and my inner demons don't want to kill me, but  they want me to suffer until I have my guard down and then they go in for the kill. By this timme my face is no longer blue it is death white to the point where my brain isn't functioning at all, and I am bleeding pools of blood. About when I think I am done with my hell something worse happens much worse. I get out of bed, open the window, stand on the top of my apartment building,and scream one last time to shake myself free.  "PLEASE SOMEONE HELP ME!" DON'T LET ME DIE GOD SAVE ME!"

And then I wake up again to find that I am torn apart. But I am speechless.


What happend?


You figure it out?